Monday, October 15, 2012

Change of Seasons

Wow, what a wonderful time in life. I think there are many who would agree with me. I can just feel the changing of seasons and times and with that there is a sense of newness coming in behind it. We are all growing up, getting older and experiencing the life we never thought we'd get to. How many of you can look at yourself 5 years ago and think you'd be where you are now? It is amazing to watch as life shapes us slowly into who we are going to be. The change that I see come excites and scares me at the same time.

Today I sent out my letter for enrollment in Equissage (the equine massage school). I can't tell you how exciting it is to turn over a new leaf and wait for life, and Yah of course, take me into the next steps of my future. It's not just me that's turning over new leaves, no, quite a few other people are too. I am happy, but I fear the changes that I might not be so OK with. With these exciting new changes, come other changes as well. Whether it's creating possibilities or taking away other things, it's all apart of it. Sometimes it always seems like, you gotta give in order to take..."take the good with the bad" and all that. I gotta hand it to my parents though, they support me in my every avenue of life. Whether its poetry, painting or Equine Massage, they're there to back me up 100%....or tell me when I have a stupid idea, LOL.

I am watching my niece and nephew get sooo big. They are two amazing kids and I am so blessed to be an aunt. It also makes me realize at times why I am taking that avenue of my life, a little slower. Realizing that it's such a big responsibility to raise a family and not that I'm not up for it. I just never want to look back on the "coulda woulda shoulda" in life. Yah does amazing things though! He knows from the beginning who is perfect for you and he shapes them just for you, a friend of mine could attest to that at the moment ;)
He knows our wants and needs and we are doing according to his will he will provide, never doubt that.
He has a way of shutting doors while you're still standing in the door way, but opening that next one at the perfect moment. It's all just apart of his expansive plan.

We kept Succoth close to home this year again. Praise Yah for giving us some down time, he always knows what we need. I keep hearing about everyone else's feast and it makes me wish I could been there, it sounds like all of you had a wonderful time. Maybe in time I'll get to join some of you for a Succoth.
I pray you all Shalom and Blessing!